caring about others is how ive lifed my life
i have alwalys cared for my family, my friends
i have tried to be there for everyone
but i have never been cared for until she came along
now she is gone for good and i no longer am cared for
noone cares for me noone cares for themselves
i don't want to care anymore
so i have stopped caring
even for myself
theres no point
not anymore
never again