walking

as i walk down the road
trying to think about everything at once
i see cars passing me by
i think of how ive changed
how everythign seems to be the same
everything seems to be normal to the outside
but look within and you see the difference

as i walk up my street i stop in front of my house
i think of everyone sleeping inside
oblivious to the fact i am gone
to the fact that i am hurting inside
i keep on walking by...not stopping to go back in
my body is warm but my heart is cold....its stopped beating
my blood is stopping
as i am walking i think about death and life
and i think about my life
i wonder who would care if i wasn't around
if i was dead

i keep on walking