i look at the way i am dressed today
mostly black
its the same way i feel inside.....
my soul is gone black
the darkness is taking me over....
the smiling and happy me is dying

the darkness isn't there to help me
its there to kill me
i fight it but we both lose
we both win
the fight keeps on

i see the darkness spreading in others
some it has completly take over
you can tell them by their acting
they lie, steal, and cheat
they are the few you cannot trust
cannot like

i don't want to be one of them
alone and friendless
so i fight the darkness with everything
everyting that i have
everything i don't have
the darkness will lose
it will not beat me

but its winning now
no matter what i do
i cannot get out of this rut
cannot feel better
for one night the darkness took me over
it did things i didn't want to
never again
never will i let that happen
never