i now know
the truth of what happened
you didn't want anything to come out of it
you never realized how strong my feelings were
you used me
you never cared about me
you never cared how i felt
the real reasons are now apparent
the truth is known
i know
it may be painful to know but i know
and even after me knowing how you used me....
i still care
its not an obsession
its my true feelings
your the only one ive felt this way for
but now im hurt...deeply
and your the cause
most people would say "fuck it...its not worth it"
but i cannot
you cared for me.....and i have never been cared for before
made me want to be with you even more
but i know it will never happen