i have erred
i have fucked up
i have been an asshole
my life is not perfect, is not alwalys good
but i need people to help me
i think i have lost you though
and that i am truly sorry for
i said things i should never
i should have never told you i loved you
for you have been told that and lied to
but were not all like that...not all liers
we don't alwalys hope to get into the bed
some of us are nice, want to be cared fo and want to care for others
i do feel that way for you but it was wrong for me to say that
it was wrong for me to scare you
but i know in my heart and my soul that i would never hurt you
and if i did then i don't deserve to be near you
and it was wrong for me to ask you to kill me
and im glad you never....at the time i wasn't but now i am
you shouldn't need to put up with that, without me being like that
but i had too much on my mind
you suprised me and hurt me
for all of those i am sorry
i may be deeply hurt
but i don't hate you...i never could
i need you in my life and i want you in my life
i need all the help i can get....and so do you
we both have problems
we both need each other
will you ever forgive me?
i hope...