hurt

i am hurt inside
i act as if i don't care
as if im ok
but inside i am screaming in pain
my emotions are gone
my soul is black
i continue to try to live on
i fail
my mind keeps on comming back to her
and what she did
and that shes not sorry
then i realize im an idiot
for caring for her
for not being angry with her
and for letting myself get hurt
for getting tricked
for falling in love
with someone who doesn't care