the fight

i continue to fight
i fight the darkness
everyone looks at me,
sees me sitting here.
The don't see the war i am waging,
to keep my emotions within.
the darkness is winning,
every day it gets stronger,
every day i get weaker,
but i continue to fight
and they continue to stare.
Do i include them?
or continue on my own?
i no longer know what to do,
they wouldn't be able to help me fight
they cannot kill my own deamons,
the deamons in the darkness.
AS i peer into myself i see the black,
the black of my soul being curropted,
the blackness of my death approaching.
It cannot be stopped,
but it can be slowed
and i fight to slow it.
i will continue the fight,
and i will win
by myself