Looking

I look around
everyone is smiling
and their enjoying the times

I remember when i was like that
not a care in the world
i was happy and though i would alwalys be

Now i know that isn't true
my life isn't all fun and games
ive made serious mistakes
ive said things i regret
ive lost those i care about

But i live on
i meet new people
new friends
and old ones ive forgotton
i try to live life to the fullest
but i have those moments
when all i can do is cry
when all i can do is think
and when all i can do is stare

Whats someone to do?
how do you live a life to its fullest?
everyone has different opinons
everyone has different moods
and we all need help once in a while

I continue Looking
and thinking