i hear someone speaking of fate
of what is meant to happen.
what is fate?
is it something that can be controlled?
was my life supposed to be this painful?
this lonely?
this depressing?
is fate playing a joke on me?
or is there no such thing as fate?
is it just one big fucking joke?
one lie?
something parents told children to explain whay things happen?
why people die?
why people get hurt?
why people are alone?
and why they hate themselves?
fate.....can kiss my ass
i will decide my own life
noone will tell me whats supposed to happen
and what i do is my choice and my choice alone
no fate...my life is MINE
not yours
never.