why?

why does things have to get worse?
why can't we be happy together?
why must there be a third person?
someone that cares for me but i don't feel the same
i feel deja vu happening over again
i don't want to lose you like i lost her
i will not be able to handle that
not anymore
your all that stands between insanity and sanity
and i care for you too much
i alwalys end up caring for the wrong person
for the people i cannot have
for the people who cannot care for me

thigs have a way of going to hell
very quickly does things change
too quickly for me
and my emotions are paying the price
and that price is to high
and i cannot take it anymore
the darkness is taking me over
i need you to help me
please don't leave me
i need you