Whats the definition of family?
Is it a group that loves you?
That cares for you?
If so then i have no family

Constantly being told off
Constantly being told what a loser i am
and how my life is shit
And im starting to believe them
and that scares me
I cannot handle all this pressure
im about to pop
and theres noone around to see it.
I look at the fires within my soul,
and i see them dieing out.
Fadeing, being consumed by darkness

I realize my life is gone
its gone before it even started
the beacon is gone....been wiped out by the war
the war i wage within my soul
the war has been won....
but not my side
we have lost

i am dead
i have no family, they deserted me in the battle
they are not part of me
and i don't need them now
for it is too late for family,
to late for caring,
and too late for love