fire

i look into the flames,
i feel the heat
but i am not there.
My body is there,
but my mind and soul are not.
I am in my own self,
tending the fires of my heart
the fires that i have for her,
the fires that are near impossable to go out.
Its stupid i know,
but i am a fool.
I cannot stop the fires i have for you,
not ever
And i am being burned,
and i will die.