scared

yesterday i made a mistake
i was scared of you,
i was scared of the feelings you make in me.
So i stayed away.
Then i saw you hurt,
and i feared i was the cause
and i couldn't stay away
so i hauled you close to me,
and i know i cannot get rid of the feelings,
the fact that i love you
and the fact that i would do anything for you,
no matter the cost
Now im even more scared,
for i can see me hurt, bloody and beaten
nothing left, but my love for you