I look at myself,
i see the scars.
I see what remains after the fight
and i see what i have lost
I have lost myself
i have lost everything
and i have lost something more important,
more important then myself,
more important then the stars
more important then the world
i have lost you

I now know i cannot get you back
and this i will have to live with
but life is not as good as it could have been
and it isn't fun without you
the death has built up,
the death of my soul
May my avatar forgive me
my body is degrading
the loss is total
my avatar is dead
i am dying