As the struggle against the light continues,
the darkness takes hold.
It takes over my heart
and i am unable to feel anymore
and i no longer care about anything
the darkenss is winning
but the light is fighting back
how do i maintain the order between light and dark?
how do i call a truce in my feelings?
I feel love one second and i feel hate the next
I feel my life and then i feel my death
Its either the light or the dark
Which one do i let win?
I will be changed forever no matter what
I will never be the same
and noone will be able to help me anymore
I will fight until the end
but i will fight for both sides
I will win and lose
but whats the better of the two?
Do i want to win or lose?
Which one shall win?
and which one shall lose?
Forever changed
My life is seperating itself,
into two seperate factions
and i fear the outcome
i fear myself
i have lost control