I cry for what has happened
i cry because of my mistakes
and i cry because i am in pain,
my soul and my body are in pain
My soul for my mistakes
and my body because i am flawed.
I hide the tears whenever people are around
I act strong
I act tough
But in reality i am weak,
i am frail
and i am falling apart
Mind, Body, Soul are not mine anymore
Ive lost all control
and i cannot fix it anymore
The pain is there
and i cannot deal with it
so i cry
by myself