Sinking

The boats going down,
i sank it
my feelings were too heavy
so now im lost
I could have saved myself,
but i never...i hoped for true love,
where there was none.
Now ill go down with the ship,
to a watery grave,
my crimes are severe
My crimes are evil
my crime was loving one who cannot love
and i shall be punished for it,
my eternal punishment
of no love and no feelings
im going down with the ship
im sinking into the darkness
i cannot breath
my life is passing before me
and i see my mistakes over and over
then darkness