I am gone,
my body is dead
I am floating around everyone i have ever knew,
ever hated,
ever loved
I wish things had been different,
that my life had taken the different path
that i held happyness,
just one time, one true time of happyness
But i never came to that
not before i lost the final battle.
The battle with my emotions
As i slipped beneath the ice,
i felt the pain of ages,
the pain of lives.
I felt all the pain in 5 seconds ive felt all my life
and it tore me apart.
Intot he darkness of the cold water i sink
I no longer try to get out,
to escape
I have given up my hope
but remember my words
never fall this low
never let yourself come to this
and never fail yourself
or the one you love
Never take it so hard
never take the final step
Live life to its fullest
Like i never could
Now i begin a new life,
maybe i will be happy here
maybe i will survive
in my new life